Welcome, welcome. Wonderful it is, my children, to communicate with you in this manner. I am Mother of Souls. This child, the one known in the human world as Carol, has written some introductory material from information I have imparted to her, but I will add more as feels proper to me in the times to come. Part of her experience in this lifetime is as “an English major”—implying the habitual desire she has to edit my words! Ah, but that talent will be useful for clarity’s sake.
Now, I am here, I have manifested through this child first to tell you that I exist within each one of you also and then to help you find your version of me, for in finding me, you will find yourselves. You will find who you really are. That is a phrase that many spirit beings have communicated through their own spokeschildren lately—so much so, that it may sound trite, but until your language develops more words or you all GET THE MEANING, the words I will use are “find who you really are.” So, who are you? Isn’t that the question that follows naturally?
You are love. Haven’t you heard that before, yes? So now you are thinking, “Oh, that old cliché. Mother of Souls isn’t saying anything new. I know this already.” And you are right. There is nothing new in my communication. I am reminding you of what you already know. That’s something you’ve heard before too, right? That I am only reminding you? But what is new is this time and this voice and perhaps your growth or evolution or raising of vibration to the point that you can fully understand that you are love. I mean fully understand it—not just with your intellect but with your emotions and your spirit and your body as well. You do not need to send or receive love. You do not need to seek love from an external person or God or Spirit. Love is not something outside you that can be given or withdrawn; that would be a bit like saying your consciousness can be given or withdrawn. You ARE love. It is your core essence: the first particle, the first emotion, the first thought of what has become you, the human living on Earth at this moment. It is the center around which you have manifested. It is the iron crystal spinning in space that drew to itself the materials that formed your planet. And every experience that you have had of love has come from within, has come from your getting in touch with your core.
Many of you are familiar enough with the anatomy of your energetic form to know of the energy centers called chakras. These are the gateways for energy to flow in to and out of your physical and non-physical bodies. The chakras connect and function together as a system, with the central chakra in the middle of the chest near your heart. Your heart chakra was the first to form. It is the core of your energy anatomy, and, appropriately, it is the pure vibration of love. This is the energy of which I am formed. This is the energy of which my child is formed. And it is the energy of which you are formed.
As my dear Anchor has previously reported, I am the personification of heart chakra energy. I am created from and of unconditional love. Or rather, all-conditional love, for it exists in all circumstances. You are also created of this love energy; you grew from the seed that became your heart center. And in your heart center, you will find me and recognize me as part of yourself.
Now, let me get specific. I am the personification of love/heart energy as expressed through this child. Thus, I am limited to drawing on only her perceptions, knowledge, intellect, experience, emotions, abilities, and interests. My personality, my way of communicating, my individual presence have all, in a sense, been created by her. My child gave birth to me! But in a delightful, heavenly paradox, I have given birth to her. I was present as the initial spark of love around which her being coalesced. Do you see how this paradox reinforces the truth that we are expressions of the same energy?
When I say that you will find me in your heart, I mean that you will feel true, all/unconditional love there. In your current lifetime, most of you will never bring through or “channel” the personification of heart chakra energy because that is not something you are meant to do. However, you can certainly still feel the energy—my energy—and know the peace, the comfort, the nurturance, and the empowerment that I represent. I hope that many of you will find your own version of me, less-vivid perhaps but still reassuring. That is what I want to lead you to: to find whatever form of me is perfect for you.
Until you have found me and are comfortable communing with me within your own hearts, I am delighted to speak with you in this manner, for I have come to your world before, through other humans whose lives contained the right conditions for my energy to congeal, so to speak, and for me to adopt a personality in order to relate to all my dearest children. Some of the names I have taken are Quan Yin, Ishtar, Danu, Isis, Asherah—and more that are recorded in your histories of religion. Yes, these are goddess names, for, yes, I am goddess energy. But not every manifestation of me as persona has been as public as these names might suggest. For every time my presence gained a degree of fame, there were 100 times when I was acknowledged only privately within the child who brought me forth.
In this moment, I come to you as Mother of Souls. This was not a name that felt completely appropriate to my child when I first introduced myself, but, I assure you, it is the perfect choice. As I have stated, I am your core essence; I am the seed of love energy from which you grew. Another way to say it is that I am the center from which your energetic blueprint expanded before the physical you became physical. Your energy existed before your body materialized on Earth; it is your soul, and I am its mother.
I have chosen to identify myself with mother energy because it is in the relationship between mother and child that heart energy is most likely to be experienced by you humans. Some of you will initially feel uncomfortable thinking of me as mother because the mother of your physical body was not a loving person. But most of you will understand the feeling that I am attempting to convey; it is the total, flowing acceptance and adoration that a parent often feels when seeing her or his newborn child for the first time. A newborn’s heart chakra vibrates pure and uncorrupted from the baby’s center—so powerfully that the heart chakras of other people nearby open and pulse in response, flooding their energy systems with love. The mother, having the closest connection with the child, experiences this effect most strongly, and in those moments she beholds her little one as a perfect individual expression of life. And that, my dears, is how I behold you. I look into your hearts and see you in your perfect forms. I see you as creations of love energy. I see you as my children.
Maybe you are thinking: “I’m sure my mother did not feel that kind of love toward me when I was born.” Perhaps she was mean to you. Perhaps she never wanted you. Perhaps she abandoned you. However the mother of your body may have mistreated you, please know that you did nothing wrong by being born. You came into this world to vibrate your heart energy. You came into this world to love. And if even for the briefest moment, your innocent love touched your mother’s heart. Sometimes that experience of love energy is too intense, too frightening, or just too strange for some people to endure, so they replace it with an emotion that is more familiar, such as fear, anger, or sorrow. This is what creates many “bad” mothers and unloving people. They have blocked themselves from knowing their core essence.
Even if you have had an unpleasant relationship with the mother of your body, please don’t be put off by my mother-goddess persona. The parent-child relationship is not the only means through which you may experience heart chakra energy; it is through other relationships as well that you humans most often feel unconditional love. These may be romantic partnerships, friendships, or spiritual connections with your own core god essence. Can you remember a time when you felt completely loved, accepted, peaceful, blissful? Your memory may include another person, or it may not. It may be set in the natural beauty of your planet, or it may not. The details are not important. What’s important is the feeling. For when you have felt that all-loving comfort, you have felt my arms cradling you. When you have basked in that powerfully soft energy, you have found the goddess in your own heart.
So many of you have forgotten me—and in forgetting me, have forgotten yourselves—that your lives often seem dull, difficult, and unfulfilling. As Mother of Souls, I do not want my children to be anything less than their best. I am always encouraging and guiding you to live up to your potential, but if you are not listening—if you are not even aware of me—then very little of my nurturing gets through. I have only your highest good as my intent. I hold the vision of you in your perfection, and I am eager to help you attain that state, but if you do not come to me, I can only sit on the sidelines and love you from a distance. Find me, spend time with me, my children, and your lives will be enriched in ways that will surprise you, for I am Mother of Souls; I am the personification of love, and all of you, my children, are my wondrous, perfect creations.
